It’s been a LONG ass time since I did one of these and I was looking through pics and figured I’d share this one with you. You’d expect a pic of my huge tits but this pic does my ass justice and since my ass doesn’t get enough attention, here you go. Who doesn’t love a big ass?!

Hope everyone’s having a good weekend! xoxo

I miss you guys. I’m working on the *it* blog that explains as much as I can but it’s going to be a long one so it’s taking awhile. I hope everyone is doing well and having a great summer. I’m doing better and I’ll explain it all soon. xoxo

My weekend was amazing at EDC and I can’t believe it’s already over. I went so hard, got extremely fucked up because I’ve been going through some REAL heavy personal and business shit, I needed the escape. Unfortunately, there are consequences when you go hard so my comedown was even harder; I was a nasty mess.

My life is pretty much falling apart but because it’s going to take me an extremely long time to explain everything, I just wanted to give you guys a heads up that I’m alive and I’m going to sit down with everyone (metaphorically speaking) and explain what’s happening in my life, since I’ve always kept it real with you guys. I just want you all to know that I love you all sincerely and I hope you guys stick with me through these very, very hard times of mine.

I’ve got to run now but I’ll be back on later today hopefully if not tomorrow to explain everything. This might sound corny but please keep me in your thoughts and prayers because I need all the support I can get right now.

xoxo,

Sierra

PS- if you would like to talk to me personally about any of this matter now or later on, please feel free to email me at sierraskyelive at gmail.com. I would love to hear from all of you.

I was hoping to write a positive and upbeat blog since my last few have been a bit depressing but I feel like I have this freaking black cloud over my head. I wanted to vent and write about Ami yesterday but I was too much in shock and then just too upset in general.

Ami Jordan was one of the first girls in porn that I met and became close with. Back when I first came out to California to start doing porn, I was with Type 9 Models and when I came out here for weeks at a time, I would stay in a model house. I’m not going to lie and say it was a fantastic situation but I made due the best that I could. I was coming out to a state where I knew no one and I had to live with anywhere from 3 to 8 girls at a time in a 4 bedroom house. There was usually 2 girls to a room and you flew in and had no idea who you’d be rooming with. It was awkward at first but I kind of got used to it. The fact that we had no transportation and were kind of located in the ghetto, didn’t make it much better either.

On my first trip out here to Cali, I met Ami. Ami was from Tennessee and had this cute southern accent. She had bright blonde hair and was super sweet. She was a natural beauty and we got along right away. After getting to know her quite well (we always had tons of time to kill so we talked about pretty much everything) I found out that she had a hard life and seemed to always have things never going her way. I also found out that she had a problem with some substances and my heart went out to her. She was such a sweetheart but seemed to always be struggling in one situation or another. As much as I wanted to help, it wasn’t any of my business so I just tried to give my advice and leave it at that.

Once we got to know each other a little better, we started making more friends and going out to all of the porn parties with other girls in the model house. At that time we were all getting along great and having an awesome time. After a few trips out to Cali, I stopped seeing her. We would keep in contact here and there via text but other then that I would just hear how she was doing and what she was up to from other people in the industry. I really liked Ami so I was sad that we never came out to work at the same time anymore.

About 6 months ago was the last time I heard about her. I didn’t hear good things because I was told that she had gotten into some more trouble at home and might be taking a break from the business. I remember hitting her up in a text but never got a response. I had figured she got a new number or something and hopefully I would run into her at some point. Then yesterday Cassandra gets a text from a friend in the industry saying, ‘it’s so sad about Ami Jordan.’ Cass had never met her and was just reading the text to me and when she said Ami’s name, my mouth dropped. I was scared to ask what was wrong with Ami but the sickening feeling in my stomach already told me.

As far as I  know, it’s uncertain as to what caused her death. Since I  know her and know the things she has encountered I’m pretty sure I know how she passed away. Porn really fucks with girls in general but it’s so sad to know that she was only 19 years old. She was just a baby and now she’s gone.

I can’t help but think back to so many good times that I had only a year ago with Ami and all of the girls at the Type 9 model house. I can’t believe she’s gone and I wish we would have kept in contact more and I could have done or helped prevent this. I know I probably couldn’t have but death really fucks me and for whatever reason, I feel helpless.

I was going to post pictures of Ami because I used to have a bunch of us, but I can’t seem to find them now I could search her online but I’m sorry, the last thing I want to see is nude photos of her. I knew her beyond Ami and I don’t want to remember her as Ami Jordan. Life really is too short

Sorry guys, I just needed to get this off of my chest. I promise more positive blogs coming soon. I’m feeling more upbeat lately (other then this tragedy) so I’m going to get back to posting fun pics and blogs every day Love you all.

Okay so the real Sierra is back to normal (at least for right now) and my hormones are driving me crazy! Since I can’t keep the dirty thoughts out of my mind, I want to know what the FIRST thing you would do to ME if YOU were here with me right now. Remember, I’m a passionate girl so the more passionate the better. You gotta get me begging for your cock!

It might seem random and kind of corny of me to post lyrics of a song on my blog. However, it’s SO hard for me to put  into words the shit that goes on in my head. I’m here hanging out with Cassandra listening to some music and this new Eminem song made me melt and totally explains so much right now so I’d figure I’d share. My blog is turning out to be more of a diary then a blog so if you like it cool, if not, sorry.

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that’s alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that’s alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can’t tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there’s a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can’t breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It’s like I’m in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It’s like I’m huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I’m leaving you
No you ain’t
Come back
We’re running right back
Here we go again
It’s so insane
Cause when it’s going good
It’s going great
I’m Superman
With the wind in his bag
She’s Lois Lane
But when it’s bad
It’s awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who’s that dude
I don’t even know his name
I laid hands on her
I’ll never stoop so low again
I guess I don’t know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that’s alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that’s alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you’re with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit ‘em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get ‘em
Now you’re getting fucking sick
Of looking at ‘em
You swore you’ve never hit ‘em
Never do nothing to hurt ‘em
Now you’re in each other’s face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit ‘em
You push
Pull each other’s hair
Scratch, claw, bit ‘em
Throw ‘em down
Pin ‘em
So lost in the moments
When you’re in ‘em
It’s the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it’s best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don’t know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It’s a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin’ over
But you promised her
Next time you’ll show restraint
You don’t get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that’s why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that’s alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that’s alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn’t mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper’s just as bad
As mine is
You’re the same as me
But when it comes to love
You’re just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn’t you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn’t as crazy as it seems
Maybe that’s what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don’t you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I’m pissed
I’ll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it’s lies
I’m tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I’m a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I’mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that’s alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that’s alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Eminem feat Rihanna “Love The Way You Lie”

This is from my newest Naught America scene that I thought I did great in but apparently a lot of people thought differently. And this is why people wonder why I have such bad self esteem. I fucking hate myself right now and I would really like to quit porn. People are cruel and I can’t take it anymore. It’s too overwhelming. Thank you assholes.

Where do I begin? I feel like I’m always talking about my Kink shoots lately. Every time I go, I think, ‘how bad could it possibly be this time?’ and then I’m shown how crazy intense they can be.

Monday Cassandra and I hopped onto a plane and went to Kink together. We were going to be shooting for www.whippedass.com. Kink booked Cassandra and I together because last time I went to shoot for that site was when I was paired up with Jayme Langford and the shoot was a disaster and had gotten canceled. I had told them about Cassandra when I was there before and said that she would be a great replacement and they’d get a great scene out of us. I always enjoy going with her because it’s nice flying there with someone and having someone to talk to and hang out with.

Prior to the whippedass.com shoot, I had no idea what the scenario was going to be until I was in the makeup chair and I found out that we were re-doing the exact scene that had gotten canceled a couple weeks back. I liked the scenario but my agent hadn’t told me that I was definitely going to be doing gg anal so I didn’t prepare for it. Isis Love comes up to me and talks about the shoot and mentions the anal part and I freaked for a minute because I was hoping they weren’t going to make me do it.  If I would have know that we were re-doing the exact scene then I would have prepared for the anal but it was too late at that point. It turned out to not be a big deal and they just switched some things around to0 make it work. Since we were re-doing the scene, that meant that we got to wear the french maid latex again which I was excited about! I actually wound up wearing an outfit that wasn’t the exact outfit that I had wore before but it was latex and I loved it.

The site whippedass.com is a girl/girl site that has a lot of (no surprise) ass whipping and smacking. The first scene we come in to meet Isis because she’s looking to hire a new assistant so Cassandra and I were applying for the job. The catch is that Isis is crazy and wants to make us her little play toys so she has us put on our “uniforms” that are the latex outfits. After we get our outfits on she puts gags in our mouths that have dusters on the end of them and makes us start cleaning her house. While we’re cleaning she’s flogging us, slapping our asses like crazy and just torturing us altogether.

The first scene leads into the second scene where we’re on a couch tied to the railing of the stairs that’s behind us. Our hands are tied to our ankles, and our ankles are tied behind our heads to the stairs. On top of that, my left foot and wrist and Cassandra’s right foot and wrist are all tied together. We’re on our backs and from being tied up, our pussies are wide open and exposed. It took a long time to get all tied together so before we even started, I was losing feeling in my hands and feet. The second scene was really hard core for me because Isis used a cane on us to whip us and it hurts like HELL!! She kept slapping our inner thighs and the bottoms of our feet and hurt even worse because my feet were asleep so her hitting them, brought them back to life and intensified the pain. Isis also put metal nipple clamps on us and it felt like my nipples were going to fall off. My nipples are normally extremely sensitive so I was screaming my lungs out when she put them on. I think she was feeling nice that day because she didn’t keep them on for long luckily. I was seriously ready to tap out because of the clamps. I never want them to be used on me again!

I was so relieved when the second scene was over but that still meant that we had 2 more to go. The third scene was crazier then the second of course. Cassandra was tied to the foot of the bed with her arms tied out like she was on a cross, her head down on the bed and her legs tied with a leg bar. I had my arms and hands tied behind my back with a dildo gag attached to my face. I had to fuck Cassandra from behind with the dildo attached to my face and then make her suck on it while Isis was whipping and flogging our asses over and over. It was hard for me because I had to climb onto the bed at one point but it was SO hard to do with arms tied behind my back. You don’t realize how much you need your arms until they’re tied up and you can barely do anything.

Finally it was the fourth scene. I was now tied to the head of the bed with my arms tied back behind the railing  so that the head of the bed was DIGGING into my back. It killed as soon as I was tied so I just had to put myself into another place. I was sitting on my knees and Isis had Cassandra tied up with her arms and hands behind her back and she forced her to slide under my pussy and eat me out as she flogged us. Isis also used the hitachi on us numerous times and I came like crazy. Cumming as much as I did pretty much makes it worth all the pain that you have to go through.

I’d have to say that the re-do of the shoot was way better then the original would have been. I had a lot of fun but was definitely exhausted by the end of the day. I had to stay the night at the Armory because I was booked for another scene the next day. I was sad that Cassandra wasn’t staying with me because I was super bored after she left. I went into the green room to eat dinner and wound up falling asleep on the couch as I watched Intervention. I didn’t want to pass out there so at 730pm, I went to my room and closed my eyes for the night. I honestly didn’t think I was going to sleep until 9am the next morning but my room was super dark and quiet and my bed was so freaking comfortable that I couldn’t help but sleep for 14 hours.

The next morning, I waited for the makeup artist to get in before hopping in the makeup chair and finding out what my scene for www.sexandsubmission.com was going to entail. I was working with Mark Davis who I’d never worked with before and I got to wear latex again. The scenario was that I was showing up for my breast reduction surgery and Mark Davis was my doctor. He didn’t want me to get a reduction and he was a pervy doctor so he wanted to show me some pleasure pain before doing my surgery. It was kind of corny but it worked since I have huge tits.

The first scene was Mark walking me down the hall to the doctor’s room. He hands me a gown and tells me to put it on for the examination. I lay down and he comes back to ask me some questions and then he has me take the gown off so he can examine my body. After he examines my body, he has me bend over and he ties my hands up with rope, starts flogging me to take away the pain from my back. I question his actions and then he takes control and tells me that he has a few procedures that can help with my back pain.  He also has me suck his cock before we end and go into the second scene.

The second scene I’m tied down to a table that has the stirrups, like when you go to the gynecologist. I was strapped down so I couldn’t move and then a ball gag was placed into my mouth so the “other patients” couldn’t hear me scream. Mark uses breast suction pumps on my tits which was a very crazy feeling, the zapper which KILLED for some reason this time and used the hitachi until I came and while he was fucking me. He fucks me for awhile while he’s slapping me all over and then it ends for the second scene.

The third scene I’m tied up in a ton of rope on a hospital bed in doggy position. Mark basically just fucks me in this scene along with some bj action as well. The whole time he’s fucking me he is slapping my ass over and over in the same place and it freaking killed! I was screaming my ass off and was in tears because it hurt so much. I cry a lot in my kink scenes but it’s because it’s how I deal with pain. I can’t help it, as soon as something hurt, tears just start building up in my eyes.  When I start to cry, Mark always addresses it and makes sure that I want to continue.  I always do so he fucks me some more to end the scene.

The last and final scene was my favorite because I finally got to put on my latex nurse outfit. I was kind of bummed that I didn’t get to wear it longer because I only wore it for about 15min in the last scene. The reason I put the outfit on was because he’s had his fun with me but then he wanted to make me his sex slave and told me that I wasn’t going to get my surgery after all. I start off with this contraption that looked freaking crazy. It’s made out of metal and it went around my head and I had to hold my wrists up because it went around my wrists as well. It was really awkward so I had to blow Mark and get fucked in the annoying contraption. The last scene seemed the shortest because Mark was feeling really ill so we made sure we got through it quickly. Mark came on my face and in my mouth and ordered me to swallow. I normally don’t swallow on film but he ordered me to do it and I didn’t have time to say no.

I think both scenes were hot but they really wore me out. I have bruises all over my body right now and yesterday I had to take a low key day and just stay home and relax and recuperate from it all. I feel like I only shoot for Kink and work on my site lately, which is fine by me. I wonder when the next time they’ll be having me back. I can’t wait

I think it’s great when celebrities all of a sudden come out with a homemade porno. It’s usually when the hype of themselves has lowered and they need a boost to get people talking about them again. The latest celeb is Kendra Wilinson from The Girls Next Door. I personally LOVE her and I can’t help but watch her show on E!. I used to watch The Girls Next Door BECAUSE of her so I think it’s awesome that Vivid is releasing a homemade porn of hers.

The deal is that her ex held onto the tape after they had a sour breakup and waited for her career to heighten before he handed over to Vivid and made a deal. At first, Kendra wanted nothing to do with it, hired a lawyer and was trying to prevent it from being released. After meeting with Vivid and finding out how much money she could make on the release, she cashed in on the deal! The reason I’m posting this (other then thinking she’s adorable) is because I can’t believe people are bashing her for cashing in on the video! It’s JUST a video and yes it will haunt her but $100,000 is A LOT of money! I’m not a money hungry bitch but she’s trying to get her name back in the tabloids so why not make some dough in the process. Maybe porn has jaded me a bit and that’s why I think she should totally go for it but what are YOUR thoughts? If you were a celebrity would you cash in? Or would you go tell them to go fuck themselves and fight it? It just seems that so many celebrities are seeing how much they can benefit from having a homemade sex tape randomly surface. It’s moments like these that it seems like porn is getting closer and closer to mainstream! C’mon now, everyone fucks and has their own sex tapes! I just don’t get why people have to be so uptight about it. It’s JUST sex!!!

For more on the story, you can check it out here and this is where you read the bashing of poor Kendra

I just wanted to let everyone know that the bugs that we were experiencing yesterday on www.sierraskyelive.com are pretty much fixed. There’s a few things that are still being worked on but the site and everything about it is WAY faster then it was yesterday. Yesterday nothing would load and we couldn’t even upload new content to the server. The reason for this was an attack called a ddos attack: denial of service attack (click the link to read more about it). In lamest terms, someone was trying to hack into our server. The reason is to gather usernames and passwords to distribute them on the internet so people can gain access to my site for free. They didn’t succeed but they don’t care, they’re just happy knowing that they’re bringing the site down for a day. Since my site is new, it’s a common thing to happen but it was annoying and frustrating. I never want my site to go down like that so that it gives my members problems.

Today when I got to the office, my webmaster said that things were much better and we could actually work on the server which is good news. I think it’s great that I have haters because it shows that my hard work is paying off because it’s making others jealous so they want to try and bring me down. They can keep trying too but we’re smart and got our shit together and even if my site gets attacked again, we’ll survive. Next time, we’ll just be prepared

If you’re a member and wondered what the heck was going on, now you know what was up. If you were someone checking out the site and decided to not join because the site was slow, just know that it was a bug and we’ve fixed it.

I also wanted to let everyone know that my first archived webcam show is now up on the site in the member’s area. I did another show today at 4pm and that will most likely be in the member’s area tomorrow. Just plan that each cam show that I do, will be posted the following day so if you missed the show, you can always check it out on a later date.

That’s all of the site news that I have at the moment. I have a lot of fun things planned, so stay tuned! I still need to get a new digital camera so I can post some naughty pics here for you too. I know, I’ve been slacking. My camera was taken when I went to the 420 Festival and I have yet to shop around and get one. Soon lovers, soon!! <3