My weekend was amazing at EDC and I can’t believe it’s already over. I went so hard, got extremely fucked up because I’ve been going through some REAL heavy personal and business shit, I needed the escape. Unfortunately, there are consequences when you go hard so my comedown was even harder; I was a nasty mess.
My life is pretty much falling apart but because it’s going to take me an extremely long time to explain everything, I just wanted to give you guys a heads up that I’m alive and I’m going to sit down with everyone (metaphorically speaking) and explain what’s happening in my life, since I’ve always kept it real with you guys. I just want you all to know that I love you all sincerely and I hope you guys stick with me through these very, very hard times of mine.
I’ve got to run now but I’ll be back on later today hopefully if not tomorrow to explain everything. This might sound corny but please keep me in your thoughts and prayers because I need all the support I can get right now.
xoxo,
Sierra
PS- if you would like to talk to me personally about any of this matter now or later on, please feel free to email me at sierraskyelive at gmail.com. I would love to hear from all of you.
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Thursday, 1. July 2010
Please take care and keep us posted, we love you and will always been here for you! Best of luck!
Thursday, 1. July 2010
I will definitely be sending happy thoughts your way. You are an awesome person, and want nothing but the best for you, in your life.
Thursday, 1. July 2010
I hope all is well Sierra, I’ve been sporadically reading your blog, but not commenting a whole lot, only cause I’ve been busy.
I don’t wanna judge or sound like a straight edge, but what kind of ’stuff’ are you ‘coming down’ from?
Just a quick look and I’d say that you might want to lay off that…the emotional ups and downs are never good mentally and physically.
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Hey Sierra… hang in there. We all have problems to deal with. Just take it one day at a time. I got to know you a bit on twitter, and you are a seeming good person. The thing with life is sometimes you have to roll with the punches! Never get too high or too low. So whatever the deal, just take it one moment at a time.
Keep you in my thoughts!
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Hey sierra I will def keep you in my thoughts for sure. I am just glad your doing ok now. I was wondering what happened to you. I appreciate your honesty. Your as real as it gets no bullshit. I will always be here to support you no matter what. Everybody has to deal with something at some point in their lives. Hopefully things will get better for you in the future. Love ya sierra and glad to have you back
Thursday, 1. July 2010
You’re ALWAYS in my thoughts and wishes for the best in life babe!!! I’m going to DM you on twitter my new email address so you have it! Love you tons!!! XOXOXOXOXO
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Keep you chin up Sierra. I have been in the adult biz for 12+ years with my wife and there is definitely some heavy stuff to deal with at times. The thing to remember is remain true to yourself. We even had some creep print off my wife’s site and postal mail it to both our families. It was awful. Anything I can do to support you let me know.
Thursday, 1. July 2010
My thoughts are with you Sierra. Any time you need some cheering up feel free to ask me to lighten the mood on twitter for you, or whatever.
You were totally there for me giving some encouraging words when I was having tons of trouble with finding a job, and I’ll never forget that. It meant so much. The least I can do is return the favour.
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Just to clarify…I’ve been there, where I wanted to use substances to find a release, and in super small doses, sure, maybe that’s ok…but it’s never a good long term fix.
I just hope you get well, the sooner the better.
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Hey Sierra,
We all have lives to live and things come up. You take care of you and get to the place you want to be. We all wish you well and hope things turn out for the better.
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Get off the damn drugs and stop going to raves. Your life will improve exponentially.
It’s not rocket science. Stop being so fucking dramatic and stop trying to make life so hard.
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Lucidlife,
There’s no need to be an asshole. You only know what I fucking tell everyone so don’t act like you know everything that is going on in my life. It’s actually a lot more involved and complicatedn then just going to raves and getting fucked up. Go and shove your cockiness up your fucking ass!
Thursday, 1. July 2010
email sent!
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Jesus Licidlife! Your fucked up! whether whatever the problem Sierra has she doesn’t need to be flamed on her blog! Get a fuckin life!
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Sierra you know I’m been a long time reader and although I don’t post much I still read and care. I’ll be sending an email as well but I just wanted to say that I wish you the best in all your matters and I’ll continue to think about you. Hang in there babe, it will get better
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Please take care and look after yourself, my thoughts are with you Sierra, you are an amazing person and you will get through these tough times. It is good to talk to people in times of need. you are a very special person, with a huge heart. I am thinking of you, be safe sweetheart. Love you loads
Graham xxx
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Hi Sierra! Glad to see that you’re back. You are very often in my thoughts, and you will always have my full support. I only wish that I could do more to help you out and I wish you nothing but love and success in everything that you do.
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Stay strong, baby.
sincerely,
me
aka I_Speaq_Freaq on Twitter
Thursday, 1. July 2010
In my thoughts and prayers.
Thursday, 1. July 2010
JD,
saw you called. I’m not ready to talk on the phone yet so I’ll call you back when I can. I’m sorry.
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Its alright, I just wanted to reach out and you know that I’ll still be there if you’re ready. No apologies needed.
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Wanted to add I won’t push you, but I will try to check in on you every so often, be it threw twitter or what have you. Care about you and want the best for you <3
Thursday, 1. July 2010
Hi Sierra, Life will always throw challenges at us, it is how you deal with those that will make you stronger. Learn from the bad times and enjoy the good times. You are such a beautiful person and the sun will soon be shining upon you again
A quote I like from Rocky Balboa “It ain’t how hard you hit, its about how hard you get hit and keep moving forward”
Friday, 2. July 2010
So EDC stands for Electric Daisy Carnival (its amazing what u can find in google):
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?v=wall&gid=83161466030#!/group.php?gid=83161466030&v=info
Some v. big dj names there, cool
Friday, 2. July 2010
This is Sweden calling! Just want to wish you well and send some sunshine to lighten you up! =) Please excuse me if my english is not 100% correct…
Friday, 2. July 2010
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Would love to chat with you when you are ready.
Sunday, 4. July 2010
I really hate to hear news like this. Sierra seems to be such a sweet girl. I sent you an email Sierra to see what is going on. Please hang in there.
Sunday, 4. July 2010
Always so sorry to hear things aren’t going well for you. Hope you can get things on the upswing, and will say more when you feel like sharing. Take care, SS!
Thursday, 8. July 2010
Oh, sad words…
Hope you feel better as soon as possible, sincerely!
Come on Sierra, we support you!
Friday, 9. July 2010
Well judging by your recent twitter pics it looks like all is well with you.
Saturday, 10. July 2010
Sierra,
Sorry to know you are having hard times. From most of the comments here, looks like you have lots and lots of people who care about you and support you. I am one of them.
Everyone has shit in thier lives from time to time. I know you already know that and dont need to hear it from me. Life is hard and it sucks sometimes too. IT DOES GET BETTER!!!!
Take it day by day and know that we all love and adore you so much! Dont EVER let anyone get you down. The little I know about you from your site(s) you are an AMAZING PERSON!–That alone makes you ready to tackle anything that comes your way.
I am happy to listen objectively and that will never judge you if you need/want to talk.
-Keep Smiling! (its the best smile I’ve seen on the internet yet!)
Saturday, 10. July 2010
it’s tough to masturbate to this.
though i do get to picture you crying and me using your tears as lube.
Sunday, 11. July 2010
Fuck off poijas. You are an asshole. She is a real person and is dealing with stuff. If you want to be a sick insensitive bastard, go get your jollies somewhere else.
Monday, 12. July 2010
Just heard your very close friend “Cassandra Calogera” retired from the porn industry. Don’t know if this had any effect on you but you haven’t responded like you said in this original post so i take it you’re about to retire too.
Tuesday, 13. July 2010
Sierra, for those of us concerned about you, wish you would let us know what’s going on! I check the blog every day to see if you’ve let us know what’s going on yet.
Tuesday, 13. July 2010
Guys, follow Sierra on twitter…she keeps all informed on her doings plus she pretty cool to follow! She says some interesting stuff.
@misssierraskye
Thursday, 15. July 2010
Hey Sierra, I don’t know whats going on with you these days. I’ve been going threw all kinda Shit lately and I haven’t had a chance to read or catchup on your blog in a couple of months! I just wanted to let you know I have not forgotten about you hun. If you’d like to feel free to email me or send me an offline on yahoo sometime so I atleast know your doing ok or if you wanna hear about my shitty life to take your mind off anything LOL
Love you hun and sorry its been so long! BTW, Congrats on getting the site up and running!
O’Yeah, I do still have the same email address and screen name on yahoo plus I’m still on your myspace as far as I know… Altho I haven’t been on myspace but like 1 time in the past 3 months! I do try to check on you when I’m online tho. Miss you hun.
Wednesday, 21. July 2010
to lucidlife or whatever your name is.if u dont like sierra then dont follow her on twitter and look at her blog.you are a horrible person lucidlife .its not clever what u said to sierra.please dont post anymore msgs if you’re gonna be like that.it’s sierra’s life and she can do what she likes.if u dont like it lucidlife then dont read her blog.think about your actions.no fan or person should speak to a person like that ever.u should apologise to sierra for your comments.
Wednesday, 21. July 2010
hi sierra im sorry to hear that babe.im always here 4 u always.u can always talk to me.i will email u to show how much i care.you will slways have my support like the other people commenting on here apart from lucidlife.we will always support u.im not going anywhere babe.i’ll put the rest on an email ok babe.hugs & kisses always Ian xxx p.s babe everybody will agree with me that you’re a beautiful,lovely woman who is kind,funny and very talented.please never forget that.xxx
Friday, 23. July 2010
Looks like she’s been having some problems with people who don’t approve of her fucking black guys.
Sunday, 1. August 2010
Shit Bizzaro, I don’t “Like” her having sex with black guys but I unlike those assholes know and understand that (A. Its her body and her life so its her choice to make, Not theirs!) and (B. Know that she wouldn’t be doing it if she either didn’t enjoy it or didn’t want to reach a greater number of fans so Fuck what a few smartass “Nothing Loosers” think of her!)
I Peronaly Love Sierra both as a fan and as a friend since I’ve known her as long as she has been in the biz. and anybody who really knows her could never say anything bad about her! She is an all around great girl and one of the best friends I’ve ever had!
Saturday, 7. August 2010
you need to quit feeling sorry for yourself and take your clothes off and show us some more pussie