Why would a female want to strip down naked, and expose herself in such a vulnerable way in front of thousands, even millions of people? I get asked that question a lot, phrased in so many different ways.
If you would have told me 10, no wait, even 2 years ago, that I would be in the adult industry and be living in California, I would have told you to fuck off and wouldn’t even consider believing you. I’ve always been promiscuous and I started being sexually active at a very young age (more on that some other time). I’ve also always had a big appetite for sex. I feel like I can never get enough and the more I get it, the hornier I get. Porn never really crossed my mind. As much as I am comfortable with my sexuality and being sexual, I never would have thought that I would have the balls or be “good enough” to be a porn star. Yes, of course there are tons of different jobs/careers that are far more respectable but the adult industry seems to fit for me.
It all started about 4-5 years back. Not many people know this but I had an ex that was ADDICTED to porn! I never had any reason to hate porn or think there was anything wrong with a guy jerking off to it, I actually thought it was kind of sexy. We all masturbate, we all get off so whether you close your eyes and imagine your fantasy or watch it being acted out my porn stars, it didn’t matter to me.
Where it went wrong for me was when I realized how bad my boyfriend’s, at the time, problem really was. The first year of our relationship, sex was decent and we had it pretty frequently like a “normal” relationship. After that one year, I noticed our sex life go from normal to non-existent. I was extremely confused and hurt at the same time because I thought it was something I had done wrong or my boyfriend just lost interest in me altogether. I at the time had just moved in with his mom and him, and I then got to see him true “habits.” We shared the same computer so after awhile I started to catch him on a regular basis either jerking off late at night on the computer after I had went to bed or he would actually jerk off right next to me while I was sleeping in our tiny ass twin bed. Like I said, I had no problem with masturbation but him jerking off became so crazy that it was replacing our sex life. I’d confront him about it and he would just get embarrassed and change the subject. I had thought that we had gotten to the point in our relationship where we could talk about anything. I let it go, hoping that it would get better and it only progressed. He got to the point where he would try to hide it but I started to become somewhat psycho and check the history on the computer. EVERY DAY there would be a huge list of porn sites that he had visited. We spent a lot of time together so it got to the point where he would sneak in times when I was in the shower, ran to the store for something last minute and the worst, while I was sleeping. Like I said, I’m a VERY horny girl. I love sex, always have, so being in a serious relationship and NOT getting laid, drove me INSANE! He finally told me that he “had a problem” but he wouldn’t do anything to fix it. I started to become disgusted by him so when he finally rolled around to that one time out of the month where he did want to fuck me, I turned him down because I could only picture was him jerking his cock.
I was starting to resent him and it killed me. Everything was falling apart so the one time that a male friend of mine paid some attention to me, I went with it and wound up cheating on my boyfriend. I was usually the one that got cheated on so I knew how it felt and I swore I would never do that to someone, and there I was eating my words. I hated myself and I hated what our relationship had become. My boyfriend did end up finding out that I had cheated on him and some how, some way, we decided to work on things and give it another shot. I really did care about him and wanted everything to work out but with his obsession with porn had to go, or we weren’t going to make it.
At that time we were moving to Florida. He had family there that he was rekindling a relationship with and I had nothing holding me back in PA. I was hoping our new start would follow through in our relationship as well. It did for awhile, things seemed better and then for some reason, we went back to old habits. At that point, I’m in a new state, only know the few people I worked with and that was it. We were living with his family and I was scared to leave and be completely on my own, so what did I do? I stayed. I ended up being with him for FOUR years! I put up with barely any sex for THREE of those years! Looking back now I don’t know what I was thinking and when I finally decided to leave and go on my own, I had never felt more free. He had known it was coming because he was pretty excepting to the idea of us parting ways. We even remained friends for a short while afterwards but when he found out I was doing porn, he erased me from his life. Ironic, huh?
After my ex and I broke up, I lived with a friend for awhile before meeting the boyfriend that I have now. I used to webcam a lot for fun, with friends that I had made online over the years and had become a member of stickam. You aren’t supposed to be naughty on that site but there were ways around it. I started off just being a tease because I love being one, but I soon caved in to showing almost everything during my times online. At that site, you could do a private chat with everyone that was in your room at the time and that way the admin couldn’t come in and ban you. Or so I thought. I got away with it for awhile; I even did live sex shows with my current boyfriend just for fun, but soon enough, the admin caught on to me and started to ban me. I was upset the first time but I kept making new accounts, my fans would follow and I would continue with my fun shows. They eventually banned my IP address so I can’t do my shows anymore from my laptop so until I get a new computer, stickam is no more for me.
While I was doing my shows, I had thoughts about getting into porn because so many of my fans on there thought I would be great at it. After all, I do have huge tits and I was doing these shows and having fuck buddies all for free, when I could be making good money to do what I was already enjoying. I talked to my boyfriend about it to see what he thought and he said he’d support me if I decided to do it. Like I said I never thought I would have the balls to go through with it and I figured if I tried, nothing would probably come of it anyway so what did I have to lose? So one night, when I was chatting away with my fans on stickam, I told them that I was going to try and do porn but I needed a stage name first. We all started to brainstorm, they threw some names at me and Sierra Skye was born! lol
I didn’t know how to get into the business because I didn’t know anyone in it and it seemed way out of my league. I stumbled across sexyjobs, where you could post a resume that pertained to adult work. I gave it a shot and before I knew it, my email was flooded with people that wanted to shoot and work with me. I sat there for awhile staring at the emails wondering if I should respond and really go through with it. I figured I would at least try it out and see what came of it and on November 25th, 2008 I did my very first shoot for Reality Kings. Looking back I was SUCH an amateur and I wish my first few scenes would just go away, lol.
I am glad that I took that huge leap of faith and because of it, I’m where I’m at today because of it. I’m not going to lie and say that money wasn’t a part of the motivation to do porn because a year ago, I was struggling and the money did come in handy. What I’m mainly trying to express with this HUGE update is the fact that I’ve always been a very sexual person. I find it extremely hot to be fucking in front of a camera, let alone knowing that all of you, plus thousands of other people are at home getting turned on by it. We all look at porn and get off on it, whether you want to admit it or not and seriously, what would the world be like without it? Sex sells and I like to have sex. I’m finally doing something that I enjoy! No, I don’t want to be doing this forever, hell, I want to go to school asap and do something that makes a difference. Life is short and not many people can say they’re a porn star. There’s no way that I’ll look back on this and have any regrets. I finally took things into my own hands, saving and making money and eventually I’ll have a CAREER that’s making a difference. This is only the beginning for me!!
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Tuesday, 24. November 2009
Sierra Skye 101…haha
again, I love that you’re so open about your life and experiences, something not a lot of people, let alone porn stars have the courage to do. It certainly humanizes you.
I also can’t believe 1) you had a bf that would rather watch porn than be with you and 2) basically went 3 years without any.
Also, it’s cool to share how you got into it, it something I’m always intereted in. I’m glad you did it by choice and not to make a quick buck.
Coolest thing was how you got your name, brainstorming with the fans…but now knowing you, it first shock me.
Anyways, another great post, and I’m looking forward to a SS message board!
Tuesday, 24. November 2009
Your story seems to be more common than one would think! I’m so glad you’re so well adjusted and into making yourself happy… you’re wonderfully mature and completely adorable girl! I think you’re super special!! Thank you for sharing yourself with everyone!! Kisses….
Khristy xoxo
Tuesday, 24. November 2009
For the record i love alot of ur older scenes lol but i do love ur newer scenes as well and i just love how cool u are us PA people gotta be cool lol
Tuesday, 24. November 2009
Really cannot believe that your ex would rather toss to a random girl that share with you! but shows that if that hadn’t happened you wouldn’t be where you are today! as for the name i know you wont tell but it would be nice to know your real name!
anyway have fun play naked! look forward to the next blog Luv from England! XXX
Tuesday, 24. November 2009
Oh and an idea for the Forum – a picture bank from you and your fans with you!
Tuesday, 24. November 2009
Three seperate areas for the forum:
1-Sierra stuff
2-general porn talk
3-general chat (just cause it’s fun to cmix ideas with other people around the country…and world…about current events/sports/music/tv/film ect.
If you need mod help, I’d be more than willing, I’ve done it on a few other sites.
Tuesday, 24. November 2009
Actually matt you got a good idea there!
Wednesday, 25. November 2009
Interesting post! I’m sort of digging your blog……
I think your forum should be 2 sections; porn and non porn….
Just my opinion.
Rob
Wednesday, 25. November 2009
Interesting read for me, since when this internet started getting really popular in the late 90’s when I was a kid, you did NOT have this kind of access to personal information. A lot seems to have changed in this business over the past ten years.
Also, congrats to one year in porn in about 27 minutes!
Wednesday, 25. November 2009
Sierra–
First off, Happy Birthday to ya!!!
2 very interesting reads here this week. Although I don’t need to know deep personal things about you or anyone else in the business, it is good from time to time to see someone peel back the curtains and let everyone know what makes them tick. I’m never going to be in the school of “what’s a nice girl like you doing movies like THAT for,” the story of what takes someone into the adult biz is usually much more intriguing than what takes someone into the computer tech field, the retail store worker field, or many other jobs, and I thank you so much for taking the time to tell us in such detail.
I saw you for the first time in a scene with Amia Miley for Naughty Athletics earlier this year, and your sweet girl next-door look just caught my attention. Watching your scenes and reading your blogs and tweets since then have been a real mix of nice and naughty that makes it well worth following you and your career. I’m glad you have this “home” for us to learn about you and for us to communicate with you, and you keep doing whatever you want to do in your life, as long as it makes you happy.
Happy Birthday, Happy Thanksgiving, and if you don’t mind, on to more important matters:
1. Eagles– 6 wins, 4 losses going into this weekend. Do we make the playoffs?
2. Jon Runyan just signed with the Chargers tonight… do we root for him?
3. Phillies 3rd baseman for next year– who will it be?
Or just skip those questions, and have a wonderful night!
see you on Twitter!
goodolbob
Wednesday, 25. November 2009
Have you given a thought to writing because I so would buy one of your books!
By the way, you just became my favorite person today when I read your tweet this afternoon about becoming a volunteer at a local soup kitchen this Thanksgiving. Your willingness to help in your community where it’s needed is an example you set that I can only hope more will follow. Too often people gripe about how change is needed, but very few are willing to give up any time to put forth any effort toward making this world a better place . I just have to say that I’m in awe of you and hope karma has an ass load of happiness with your name on it because you so deserve it!!!
As for “Spanky the Ex”….I seriously doubt his problem had anything to do with you. Some people cannot live in reality, and unfortunately they become consumed by fantasy, which was probably his major malfunction to begin with. The main purpose for porn is to create a fantasy, but after we’ve bitten our lip, blown our load and wiped off our chests….we put our pants back on and get back to work! Unfortunately, some cannot separate reality from fantasy and end up choosing the latter and live in a world that’s filled with things they can never have. So, really you did nothing wrong. His difficulty was there before you ever came into the picture.
I also want to say that I appreciate your open honesty!
If there’s one thing I can’t stand is “Bullshit”! You being forthright about yourself is reassurance that there are still good, honest people left in this world. I also admire your strength to put up with all the bullshit that goes on in La-La Land, because I hear that LA is full of it! I have a friend living in Burbank that I’ll be visiting in a few months that’s trying to pursue a career in Hollywood. He’s got a lot to say about the “Bullshit” of the business, and I have to say that I admire anyone that can put up with it, because I’m way too impatient and moody to tolerate any of it! You will prevail though!! I know you will!! 
Take Wonder Care of Yourself, Sierra!!
Sincerely,
-Chris
Wednesday, 25. November 2009
Goodolbob-
The Eagles are such a hard team to predict, I’m not sure how things are going to pan out. I want to say yes we’ll make it by the skin of our teeth but I’d be getting my hopes up. Usually when I hope for the best, I get let down so I think we’ll just have to watch and see what they bring to the table. I have nothing against Jon Runyun. I kind of dig the Chargers and as long as he didn’t go to Dallas then I’m a happy girl. As for the Phillies, I like Pedro Feliz and I hope they can work out his contract and keep him for the 2010 season
Chris Abbott-
I recently have taken notice to all of the homeless and hungry people that are in LA. I feel that no matter how hard things can be, I think they should be out looking for a job rather then hassling people on the street for money, but no one deserves to go hungry. I’m a firm believer in giving back to the community and I realized I haven’t been doing much. I know if it was me that was in a bad place, I would hope someone would have the kindness in their heart to help me. I’m able to take the time and give back so why not? I’ve also been noticing how much hate there seems to be coming from people and it’s motivated me even more to do some good. Whether I donate my time to the soup kitchen or at the local animal shelter that I already filled out an application for, I want to lend a helping hand as much as possible. There needs to be more good spread around and every little bit helps.
Wednesday, 25. November 2009
Sierra i thought this was your best blog ever and I will tell you why. Because you were blogging from your heart and being honest about what your experience is. Nobody should judge you at all. Not that anyone has but this showed your heart.
First off, I’m really sorry you had the bad experience earlier. It’s sad when you think you love someone and that person disappoints you whether that be on a mental level or sexual level. I had one on the mental level and everything else followed but I can’t tell you how great it was. To talk and be with someone on that level. We never married and yes we broke up but I never will forget her. She made me in the person I am today. I took the bad and threw it away and kept in my heart and mind the good, and there was a ton of good.
Sorry got a little off track.
But sorry that happened to you what happened. But in life things don’t usually go as planned. The bad part is that you waited so long to walk away from that situation and this is a guess but you either really loved this guy or was scared out of your mind. Either way Sierra you learned something. That is always important. Everyone has good and bad, even in relationship that worked. But the one piece of advice I’ll give you is that remember to take the good out of situations like this and throw out the bad. Sounds like to me you really found your sexuality or or that you really love performing sex in front of the camera or on a cam on a computer.
And while many look down apond this career. The porn business still thrives not only because us pervs love it. It a fantasy that we can life through it. But thrives because people who profess that they are disgusted by it watch it as much as we(you) perform for it or (me) watch it. So that is why Sierra, I say no one should judge one who does this for a living. I think what you is cool. Yes because I am a fan but also because its what you like to do. No one should question it. Oh by the way, the first guy was so stupid. lol
As for using this(porn) as a stepping stone to other things. That’s cool to. We all have things we do or want to do to get where you want to go. It usually how it goes.One thing leads to another step. As long as its a goal you want to achieve and I believe that is something you want to do. I think its cool. Now if you change your mind and want become a PA or a director or a editor in the business that would be cool. You just got to follow your heart.
And for the money part, well money is important. We all need it to live. But if you can use your love of sex or performing sex as a ends to a mean. So be it. Only person that should question it is-yourself.
Sierra you come across as a person who has a good head on your shoulders and understands what your doing and why. And yes does hurt that you have big tits or have a joy of sucking cock.lol
(couldn’t be all clean) lol While your not the biggest star Sierra, I really think your looking at it and doing it the correct way. At least in my opinion.
Lastly, you wanting to help people who are down on their luck. Again says alot about the person on the inside. While the outside person is attractive. I think the person inside is equal or more attractive. That says alot. Again I’ll repeat, that first dude really fucked up big time. Had a caring and beautiful person and a sexually animal inside. God some people can be dense!
Like I said on twitter tonite Sierra, I really loved that you shared this with us. I look forward to your other thoughts running in that pretty attractive head of yours.
Thanks sierra
Wednesday, 25. November 2009
Hey baby… this is exactly what make you a wonderful girl.. for you to open up to us and share all your experiences with us it is just amazing… I think you definitely are building a strong fan base with this. Only us by knowing this kind of stuff will appreciate how much it cost to you to get where you are now, and knowing that, will make us support you in any possible way… kisses.. <3
Wednesday, 25. November 2009
Baby you are so sexy. Your backstory makes you even more sexy. I know you are into answering fan questions occationally, so…What would be an ideal night with your significant?
xoxo
Carson
Thursday, 26. November 2009
It is great that you open up like this. It shows how you truely care about your fans. They are like your extended family.
Thursday, 26. November 2009
I continue to love the back stories you are sharing. I find it interesting to see how people come and decide they want to be in porn. It awesome that were you are right now you got their on your own in terms of how you started out. I tip my glass to your continue success.