I can’t believe I missed a day of blogging. I’m sorry guys. Yesterday I didn’t come online once. I woke up yesterday morning really sick and didn’t feel like doing much of anything. I was going to just bum around all day and do nothing but I got a phone call to go shopping with Kaci Starr and our business partner. I was feeling so crappy that I wanted to pass but I figured some fresh air might help. I also can’t pass up a day of shopping so I sucked it up and went.

We went to Hollywood Blvd with the plan of going to the H&M there but instead we hit up Bizzy Bee. It’s a huge lingerie store that most of the porn girls go to because they pretty much have everything a porn girl needs for shoots. I was in fucking heaven when we walked in. I had never been there and I had said that if we walked past it, I wanted to check it out, and we just so happened to park right by it. We spent A LOT of time in there and I couldn’t decide on what I wanted because there were so many choices!! It’s pretty expensive there but it’s totally worth it.

I tried on a whole bunch of outfits and usually only one thing I try on I like, but this time, everything I tried on, I wanted. I also couldn’t resist taking photos of me in the dressing room with my new phone. I’m so excited to finally have a camera on my phone! I know it’s pathetic but I had a piece of shit phone for the longest time so it feels good to finally be caught up with everyone, lol.

After pretty much buying out the whole store, we went a couple stores down and shopped for some shoes. I needed clear heels and I found the perfect pair. It was the first time in a long time that I actually went shopping and had it go smoothly with searching for what I wanted/needed. It was also the first time in a long time that I was smiling. I’ve been down in the dumps lately for so many reasons so it felt good to feel like myself again.

The craziest thing happened in the shoe store though. There was this 50 year old cracked out looking lady that was in the store when we walked in. She was nice at first and started talking to us but we didn’t pay much attention to her and just went about our own shopping. Then out of nowhere she lost her fucking mind! There’s no way that I could explain in detail how crazy this fucking lady was! She started yelling at the sales women because she spent $500 and she didn’t want the shoes. It was so random and she kept screaming at the top of her lungs at the sales lady, threatening to call the cops and calling her a thief and a gypsy. I couldn’t help but stare because I’ve never seen someone act like that before. I felt SO bad for the sales lady but she didn’t back down either. The crazy lady did wind up calling the cops and I’m sure it’s going to end up on some show that has crazy 911 calls. Why the hell would you call 911 over shoes!?!? This lady was out of her mind and that just proves what years and years of drug abuse does to a person. It reminds me of someone I know lol

I also got this really awesome toy that Kaci and my business partner got too. It’s the tiniest vib that will be perfect to carry around in my purse. I’m always stuck in traffic so now I’ll have something that will keep me company. Mine is pink of course and it has 5 different settings! I can’t wait to use it because it’s really strong and it’ll feel so good. Sad thing is that I’m so sick, I have no desire to try it out

Today is Superbowl day and because I’m not feeling well, I’m not as excited as I would like to be. I want to stay home but we already made plans with friends to go out and watch the game so I can’t back out. I’m not sure if I’m going to even drink which is lame. Last year on Superbowl, I was so drunk I couldn’t see straight. Oh well, we’ll see. I don’t care too much about the 2 teams anyway but if I had to pick one team, it would be the Saints. They have never been to a Superbowl so it would be nice to see someone new win. I’m tired of the Colts always winning.  I hope everyone has a good time watching the game and make sure you get home safe! Love you guys

I had a fun day today I got to spend most of the day with my girl Sophie Dee. She texted me last night wondering if I wanted to go shopping with her today so there was of course no hesitation there. We have fun together and shop well together so I was stoked.

Before we hit the mall, I had to stop at Redlight and pick up some money. Gotta love pay day! After I got the check in hand, we headed to the Topanga mall. We weren’t shopping for anything in particular and I didn’t even plan on buying anything but silly me of course can’t resist.

We stopped at the pet store first which is a regular thing with us. I love the puppies and feel so bad for them. We usually just look and leave but today we went into a cubicle and spent time with the tiniest puppy there. It was a yorky and he was only 3 months old! I thought he was even younger because he was so small, I could fit him in my hand! He was beyond adorable and if he wasn’t so pricey, I would have taken him home with me right then. He was shaking in his cage when we were looking at him, but was super lovable when we were playing with him. You could tell the poor guy was taken away from his mom too early because he was nudging in my sweatsuit to find nipples. It broke my heart and I felt bad for not being able to rescue him but he was beyond adorable so I’m sure he’ll find a new home. The lady working there said they all get sold because they keep dropping the price and I hope she wasn’t lying. I’m actually going to an orientation in 2 weeks to be a volunteer at our local animal shelter. I know I’m going to get attached to all of the animals when I start volunteering my time, but I want to help and donate my time. I’m a huge animal lover and I want to help the community by finding more homes for the animals in the shelter. I really can’t wait to start doing that every weekend.

After the pet store, we started to hop around to stores. We hit up a few and got some cool things. I got a lot of accessories for shoots, a new purse, a couple pairs of sweatpants and then at Fredericks I got, a bunch of panties and 2 pieces of lingerie. Lingerie is damn expensive so I blew a lot of money on pretty much nothing so that sucked but I need it for work so it’s a necessity. *shrugs*

Then after when we were on our way out, we passed one of those photo booths. I haven’t taken pictures in them in such a long time so we hopped in took some really cute and goofy pics. I love how they came out and yes Sophie, my copy is on the fridge

I had a good time shopping with Sophie but I had to drop her off and pick up my boyfriend from work. We were just going to go home and eat healthy at home but instead we decided to check out Burbank which is right around the corner from us. There are tons of restaurants and we wanted to try something new so while we were driving around, I almost crashed!! Why!? I drove past a place that caught my eye because it said “South Street”. South Street is a VERY popular street in Philly. I grew up in the suburbs around Philly so I am in love with cheese steaks. I haven’t found a good one since I moved here so I quickly did a u-turn in the street and pulled in.

The restaurant was hella cool! Inside they had Philly memorabilia everywhere and all kinds of cool pictures and facts about Philly. The menu was also kick ass! They had everything I love from Philly! They had REAL cheese steaks that were served on Amoroso rolls and cheese wiz! They even had soft pretzels which are big in Philly and instead of calling a sandwich a ’sub’, they called them ‘hoagies’ which they’re SUPPOSED to be called! I was like a little kid in a candy store and I HAD to take pics. I looked kinda silly so I didn’t take too many but this place is going to be my new fave place so they’ll be more time to take some more pics. The place is a bar too so it couldn’t be even more perfect. The food was dead on too so I left a VERY happy girl

My day was chill but a lot of fun. Tomorrow I’m shooting content with Cassandra Calogera in the afternoon so I’m excited about that! We’re doing a g/g shoot AND a b/g/g shoot with Chris Strokes for both of our sites. It’s going to be a really good day because we get along SO well and we both really like girls so the scenes are going to be crazy hot! I’ll make sure to take tons of bts pics for you guys for when I tell you all about it tomorrow.

I was going to just end the night with this post but I never told you about Sunday when I went to Malibu so I hope you’re ready to hear and see all the fun pics from then too Stick around and also enjoy the fun pics I took today in the dressing room and at the restaurant! xoxo

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Oh yeah! You guys wanted to know about that fan I made at the gas station. . .

There isn’t that much of a story really. He was a black male and he started talking to me when I was pumping gas. I tried to avoid the most common question of ‘what do you do?’  but it wasn’t easy. I first told him I was in the entertainment but 100 q’s later, there was no way around it. I didn’t want to be rude, so I told him the truth and then he had another 100 more questions. I told him to look me up and that wasn’t enough because he then wanted my number. I didn’t give it out because I don’t know him and I rarely give it out as it is. He apparently did look me up though because when I came home and checked my email, he had emailed me and asked to hang out. I had told him a boyfriend but I don’t think he got the point. He was very nice but I can’t just go around “having drinks” with everyone I meet, ya know? Hopefully he’s become a fan and I talk to him online but that’s as far as it goes.

Yesterday I shot for www.atkingdom.com and it was an okay day. Started off crazy because I was rushed getting to set.  After taking my boyfriend to work, I didn’t  have much time to do my makeup and hair before I had to be to set. I hate being rushed so when I got to location, I was all flustered and stressed out already. The guy that was shooting for ATK yesterday was a guy I had never met. He was really nice and told me he had been shooting for 10 years so I knew that the shoot should be a breeze and the pictures would come out amazing. I was eager to get started

I filled out my paperwork and then put on my first outfit. With ATK, they shoot 10 different photo sets in 10 different outfits, shoot a couple solos and then do the boy/girl scene with photos and video. The last time I shot with them, I just did a solo day so there was no boy/girl shoot. It’s a long day and a lot of work but it’s fun to have a ton of looks. This was my second time shooting for them so since I knew what to expect, I brought along all of my hair tools (curling iron, straightener, hot rollers, crimper, etc) and a ton of accessories to go along with all of my outfits. I wanted to do different looks for each outfit because last time I didn’t know any better and I looked the same for pretty much every photo set.

When we went to do out first photo set, he snapped away like crazy and had me changing positions so fast I couldn’t focus and wound up dripping in sweat, in a matter of minutes. I was annoyed because I didn’t have time to pose the way I wanted to pose and I felt like the shots that were being taken were forced. It all just seemed too rushed and I was hoping it wouldn’t be like that all day.

After we were done there, I went and changed into another outfit and right when I was about to change my hair and dig for some accessories, he was calling me to see if I was ready. Basically, I had no time in between sets to change my look. It seems silly to be upset about this and I’m kind of over it now, but I care how I look when I shoot. I am their January Babe of the Month so I wanted to make sure I did my best this time around, ya know?

The shooter told me that he liked to work fast because since he had been doing this for so long, he’s gotten used to it and girls used to complain that he took so long. Since that was such a big issue with other girls, he’s gotten in the habit of getting the shoot done as fast as possible. I like when it’s quick but I don’t like when it’s forced and rushed. I did get to see the photos he was taking and I really liked them so even though my hair was down and straight the whole time and my looks looked kind of bland, at least the quality of the photos were nice.

Then it was time for the boy/girl scene. The male talent and I had worked to together several times and I was excited to work with him yesterday but I don’t know what it was, maybe it was because I was already annoyed with the day, but we just seemed to not be able to connect. I didn’t feel any chemistry and doing the actual video, I felt like we just couldn’t get it right. We were fucking on a leather couch, and with all of the spit, lube and sweat that we both had going on, we kept slipping all over the place and making the positions extremely awkward. Since we were having such a hard time, I wasn’t into it and I was bone dry almost the whole time. I was so bummed. I tried so hard to put on a good show because I never like to half-ass anything I do. I think I pulled it together, but I know it could have been better.

I saw the video after we were done, being played back and it looked pretty good which I’m happy about. I just know how I felt during the scene, and thankfully it didn’t seem like it showed through the scene. I just take pride in the fact that 95% of the time, my scenes are genuine and I don’t fake but some days you just have an off day and have to force it to make it work. I’m sure you don’t want to hear the bad things, but I like to be honest.

Even though it seemed to be an off day, I’m glad it happened. I now know how that shooter of ATK works so for the future, I know what to expect. Like I said, he was a super nice guy and his work really is great. I just thought I would have enough time to throw together different looks but I don’t think ATK even cares about that anyway since they strive at having the amateur look. I guess everything happens for a reason, right? I’m just bummed that I couldn’t even take photos in my outfits to post here. I promised a lot of BTS photos but as you can see, I had no time. Sorry guys.

Today I had a photo shoot lined up that I was really excited about. My agent hooked me up with this guy Zach that is a photographer and has a way different style of shooting then porn. I wanted to try something different since I’m in love with photography so I met up with him at his house in Santa Monica this afternoon.

His wife and him were hella nice and very chill people. I felt comfortable as soon as I got there and was ready to shoot. We picked out a couple outfits and got to it. Like I said he has a different style so I couldn’t wait to see what he came up with. We first started  in the kitchen and did some fun things. He likes to capture emotion so it was a lot of facial expressions for laughing, to looking sad and then goofy. You name it, I had a photo taken of it, lol. In the kitchen we played with Rice Krispies, champagne and orange soda. After that we went into his backyard and took some photos there. It was so nice out so I was glad we got to shoot outside Even when I was getting changed, he kept snapping away because he likes to get shots of every day life in a way. It’s very different then what I’m used to compared to porn but I had fun with it. We also shot in the garage and even drove around until we found a street to shoot at. I was only wearing a coat and heels, when we waited for no cars coming down the street and there were no people walking around. When the coast was clear, I ran to the center of the road and unzipped my coat! I was standing in the street butt ass naked and it was such a thrill! I had never done anything like that so I was stoked when we did it a second time! I wish it was just as simple as that and could take crazy photos like that all the time, but silly cops won’t allow it

Overall my day went really well. I thought I was getting the pictures today but there was a misunderstanding so I think I’m getting copies after they’re edited. Zach posted 2 of them on his website but I posted them below so you can see. They’re different, but I hope you like them.

Tomorrow I’m shooting some solo content for my site and then going to the office to talk with my webmaster. After all of that I’m going to go dress shopping with Cassandra Calogera for Sophie Dee’s re-do birthday party Saturday night. I already have a dress but I haven’t seen Cassandra in so long so we need to catch up! I’m so excited to see her again and get to party with her on Saturday! We always have tons of fun together

I have some cleaning to do before I crash. Have a good night everyone xoxo

I did a lot of shopping today and one of my fave things I got were these boy shorts. I got so many in different colors and the best part is that they are beyond comfortable! I think they’re hottt, what do you think? xoxo

I had so much fun today even though it started off a little rocky! The location we started out with just didn’t work because the inside wasn’t good to shoot in (too country looking and didn’t go well with what we all were wearing) and outside wasn’t too great either because of the way the light was. I had my hair and makeup ready to go when we had to pack up and drive to another house. I’ve shot at the second house many of times and there’s way better light to shoot with. The Hustler photographer didn’t/couldn’t make it today so I’ll be shooting with him another day. Instead the pictures were for www.valleybabesxxx.com and for my site.

I had spent the afternoon yesterday with Sophie and we decided to go to the Topanga mall (it was a crazy site, the mall was PACKED! I have never seen it so crazy there) to search for some new lingerie for the shoot today. I’ve shot in pretty much everything I have and was panicing a bit. We went to Frederick’s because that’s basically the only place that has lingerie to fit our huge titties! We had to have been in there for 2 hours and most of that time was spent in the dressing room. I realized I should have brought my camera because we tried on tons of bras and lingerie and that would have been hot for you guys to watch (we’ll have to do that the next time we go lingerie shopping). We were so indecisive and the lady helping us was making it really confusing. She measured us and said that Sophie was a 34f and I’m a 36f but she kept bringing us 36dd bras and they fit Sophie AND I! It was so weird but we wound up spending a lot of money but got some really nice things. I wish I had more money to blow in there because they were having a huge sale and there were so many other things I really liked and need for shoots.

Since, I bought so much hot lingerie yesterday with Sophie, I picked out my fave and wore that today. I think the pictures are going to come out really good and Sophie was kind enough to take some bts pics of me while I was posing for the camera. I’ve been hanging out with her a lot lately and I love it. We’re so much alike and get along so well. It’s nice to have a really good friend that I can trust again. I’ve been burned and stabbed in the back soooo many times

After Sophie and I took our sexy pics, we decided to do a quick g/g/g set since we had the time and we already all dolled up. Sophie Dee, Kandice Nicole and I put on another hot outfit and took about 40+ pictures. We did all kinds hot positions and guess what? Just like I said last night about Sophie Dee, she tastes really good It was too bad that we didn’t get to do any video but we’ll all just have to meet up again and do a ‘part 2′!

After all of those fun festivities, it was time to go. It was a long day and I still had to pick my boyfriend up from work. We grabbed something to eat on the way home and now we’re drinking and relaxing. We’re going to stay home tonight because on the way home earlier, we passed a HUGE DUI checkpoint. I definitely don’t wanna get one of those tonight. I hope every one is safe tonight and has a great New Year’s Eve! I’ll post my first blog of the year 2010 tomorrow about my 2009 overview and what goals I want to accomplish throughout the following year. Happy New Year everyone!! <3