I finally made it to the doctors today. I tried going last night after my boyfriend got out of work but we were stuck in so much bumper-to-bumper traffic. The clinic stopped taking patients at 7 so there was no way we were going to make it. That just pissed me off because I was so excited to finally find out what was wrong with me and to shove all the antibiotics down my throat. A week of this shit has been way too long.

Now, I should have went to the doctor sooner, but I’m not a big fan of them and I don’t like handing over hundreds of dollars for a pill or 2. I waited far too long and after finding out what I have, I REALLY wish I would have went sooner.

I told the doctor all of my symptoms which were, runny & stuffy nose, EXTREMELY sore throat, had a really bad cough that resulted in the sore throat, loss of appetite because it hurts too much to swallow anything, body aches, hot and cold flashes, ear aches, the desire to sleep all of the time and the worst feeling, burning when I peed. I’m sure that’s probably too much information, but I’m not shy. When I said I was REALLY sick, I fucking meant it.

It turns out that I have tonsillitis which I have gotten several times in the past. My tonsils are fucked. I was told the last time that I had tonsillitis that I would have to get them taken out if I ever got tonsillitis again. Luckily,  no surgeries were mentioned today but it still sucks. I then got a shot in my ass which did NOT feel good. It was my first one and hopefully my last. Then I had to pee in a cup and it turns out I have a bladder infection. Ick.

Overall, $200 later, I have 4 different pills to take a day. I took them all for the day and I of course still feel the same. I’m hoping that when I wake up tomorrow, I feel at least a little bit better. I knew I was sick, but fuck, I didn’t know I was THIS sick. At least I know now and hopefully I’m feeling better asap.

Thank you to everyone that has been sending their get well wishes. I’ve really appreciated your kind words

God, I can’t wait to get better so I can fuck!! It’s been soooooo long!

I don’t think drinking yesterday was a good idea considering I’m sicker today then I was yesterday. I spent the entire day in bed and I still feel like shit. Just going to the grocery store earlier was SO hard to do because I feel so shitty.

If you’d just run your finger along my skin, I’d cringe because my body aches that bad. I keep coughing and sneezing continuously which is beyond annoying. My throat is really sore too and all I want to do is sleep. I’m miserable. If I don’t feel any better by tomorrow, I’m going to doctors which I hate to do.

Sorry I didn’t post a pic of the day today. I’m just really out of it and I have no desire to even be on the computer. It’s only 8:30 but I think I’m going to go to bed early in hopes that all of this sleep makes me feel better.

I’m sorry I haven’t been online much. I miss you guys and I just wanted to post to let you know that I was thinking of all of you. I hope everyone had a good weekend. I was beyond happy that the Saints won the Superbowl!! Oh and NO I did not fuck my neighbor, lol.

I’m dedicating today’s pics to my kitty Bailey. I just got 2 new kittens the other weekend and it’s common for kittens to bring home an upper respiratory infection from the shelter and so I think that’s why Bailey is so sick. He’s usually a VERY vocal and upbeat cat but the past few days he’s been sleeping non-stop. He’s usually really cuddly too but he acts like he just wants to be left alone. He keeps drooling, acting like he’s going to throw up but doesn’t, he’s barely eating and his breathing seems short and painful.

Bailey has been through A LOT with me and I call him ‘my baby’ for a reason. I really feel like he’s my child and when I have to see him hurt like this, it breaks my heart. I was going to take him to the vet today but for some reason they’re closed on Mondays. Fucking bullshit. I can’t take him tomorrow either because I have a shoot, unless I get out early enough and the vet is still open. Otherwise he has to wait until Wednesday. I don’t believe it’s a life and death situation but I want to get him to the vet asap just in case it is something serious. I will NOT let anything happen to him.

Luckily, I remember that when he hurt his paw a few months back from climbing trees, the vet gave me 2 bottles of amoxicilian and I had only used one. It was still in powder form so it’s still good. I mixed it up and gave him one dose already so I’m hoping that improves things for him soon. He was NOT happy with me afterward but it’s either that or he keeps suffering. He’ll get over it. . .

Some of these photos are older. I have a lot because I’m quite obsessive with Bailey, lol. Enjoy <3